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Letters

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Beloved below are various letters - all for you, spun in love. Our hearts know the way.

Every image corresponds to a letter. Every letter is an act of my desire simply to be with you, to feel you there on the other end of an invisible line. Navigate these letters intuitively; find an image or expression that resonates with you and begin here. Continue clicking and reading where you feel moved. In this way we are guided; we are connected heart-to-heart, we are communicating through hearts. And darling be it one image, one letter, one encounter or many our connection is a colossal force of happening. I write to you because I care for you. Deeply. Without reserve. It is my wish for you to know my love, to know your great, exuding charm. Newest, most recent letters are near the top.

Now feel that thud; the center of your chest beats. And there too, is our secret. Read blissfully. To me you are breathtakingly perfect.

Little Star

Hello Beautiful,

Darling I’m here. I’m with You.

Crashing sound. The roar of thunder. A tremendous drop off the tip of an everlasting precipice - and gently, a slowing; We halt; held motionless - my Eyes meet yours. We are ALIVE. Thus, let it begin, again. Let it All continue. I see You. I hear You. I feel You. And I will not leave You, this much is promised. Human Child, DO as you KNOW:

  • See the blind man walking. Give him your eyes.

  • Hear the small girl talking. Give her your height.

  • Feel the wild creature barking, chained and snarling on the end of taught leash. Give this creature your breath beating through the illusion of what they call “Time.” Stop. Kneel. And unhinge the clasp, let loose the sphere, the loop around every “pet’s” neck. It shall not be “kept.” Child set all Free. Not a single atom is ours to keep.

Darling you are a STAR exploding, and your excellence will be gift or hindrance - for choice, bequeathed; passed on through the sensational, sensory-dense ages of this spinning planet now rests - is dropped at our feet. We have feet! We walk! We talk! We zip, we zing from here, to there! We sing with voices rich and dripping; sound-pumped air. We are King. Empress. The Maker of All Things. Child I gift to You my Heart.

I say to You, dearest darling, “I will stand by your side.” At your side I take in air, I stare; all reverie materialized. You’re here.

We’ve arrived. So I must take your hand as our Hearts thump. As the the gong resounds.

Through us, the Beginning - one hoop of connectivity - resumes, recommences. We vibrate with the energy of All That Is. And You - You are my Hero. Child, hold me, as I hold You. We are eternity, a spiral of breathtaking beauty quaking. I tremble with the all-powerful Knowing of your Glowing; an irrefutable possibility. Be well, and let us save one another, FOREVER.

What a thing, to have a baby… I THINK. What a thing… to be a Mother; She… the Great Mother BLINKS, and there I Am.

Okay, here’s the thing:

Earth Life is beautiful. So too, is it riddled with ugliness. Child, such ugliness is Here. Child, You will hear… HERE you will hear with ears, taste on your tongue, see with two eyes, smell through a nose, and feel through your fingers, hands, feet and toes…. an expression. What they call an “idea.” HERE you will hear an idea; a thought in the mind made material; a thought derived from Fear. Here they fear, and here they say… they say, “FUCK.” It really doesn’t mean that much, expect for when it Does. Fuck means to destroy. And even when they use it to talk about “S-E-X”- which is really just the way Human people come together to Love each other; to hold onto and merge with Another - even then it’s not Kind. This word “fuck” holds no RESPECT. It’s a “word;” a symbol with meaning. A symbol and a word like all the other symbols and words. Here you will find so many symbols, so… many… words. Be careful, my Darling. For here they give words great power, and here some words carry great cruelty.

“F - U - C - K.” HERE… it means “to ruin, to damage; to destroy.”

Instead, as you journey, remember instead… my words NOW:

  • F - A consonant for Friendship, Friendliness, Forgiveness.

  • U - Under each stone Undulates Unison, one Unwavering hUm.

  • C - Caw says the Crow, and entirety of his black sheath for them is an omen; good versus evil. Carry with You your sword of Cocooning Light. Love them through Calm and Catastrophe.

  • K - Kindness rules all sorrow. Let there be Light. A flower blooms in the desert. An Angel guides the devil. The devil speaks in all languages. Language is irrelevant. KINDNESS RULES ALL SORROW.

“Fuck” no thing… No thing is Everything. Flip untruth on its head. Transform. Shapeshift. Make ALL beautiful. The anomaly IS the objective. F-U-C-K spins to L-O-V-E. Do you see? Toy blocks… all Human endeavors are like wooden blocks with colored letters. Each square is actually a cube with height, width and depth, and each side of the Whole showcases - displays - an option, a symbol, a letter, that when put together creates more, a “word” to be ingested, observed. And the formation You see, is but an infinite array of your creation; of what you seek to perceive.

This is my Mother’s whisper, infinite dandelion wish… a tickling kiss of air in your soon-to-be ear, as you climb from the seat of your starry throne and jump… into an Earth existence. A Big Bang, a flash of light, a flash of sound, and suddenly the whooshing smack of confinement… time after time You arrive screaming and crying, always the flesh made vessel a molecular oddity infinite sizes too tight. Hello little HUMAN… little STAR… blinking and bright. Hello little Star with two Eyes. I WISH You, a magnificent ride.

And darling, no matter the outcome, no matter WHAT YOU CHOOSE… I dream of You. I dream of You from the heavens, I dream of You from Earth’s tilt. And always I ache to hold You, to know You, to be with You. To care for You, Adore You. You are my CHILD. Life. Death. Life. Death. Life. Death. This is your wish; the repetition of limitless fantasy. Dazzling, orbiting existence. Always my little Human, my little Star… ALWAYS You choose to leap. So always… time after time, again and again… I jump first.

I wish to be Held. I wish to be Known. I wish to be with You. I wish to be Cared For, Adored. I wish this WISH upon a Star. I wish to be Protected and made eternally Safe. I wish for You, CREATOR… to shine upon my Life your Light, so that I might dwell in that immaculate Glow; the Shine of your starlit sky interlaced within and upon this form and shape, your earthly, gravitational embrace… moon-turning-day, sun-turning-night… round and round until my bones dissolve, until my eyes melt back into clay and water, into trees and oxygen, into carbon cycling an electromagnetic wave, cascade of White.

This is how Dimensionality conducts One Self.

Toy blocks and a never-ending story; may WE build for Us all a grand Dream.

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